Just tell me what I did wrong.


I have a lot of shit in my mind that I cant think straight. PRESURE PRESSURE PRESSURE.
I just need some time off.
THINK.

THINK.

THINK.

It's like I'm going insane... there are a lot of stuff I wanna do.



I'm just so sorry for not listening ;;_;; I'm stubborn and all this shit had blocked my mind for a while. A LONG while. I'm trying. TRYING. I don't wanna be this person ya'll see now. I'm NOT.

I got news today, I got accepted in an art school in Argentina I know it's not easy. I calculated and I -CAN'T- afford it. I mean I'll try... but being realistic and all.. It's money I wont make before febuary. pFFF... I don't expect this to be a piece of sweet delicious cake or that I'll wait for shit to happen. I'll be 100% sure around the end of december...
Like... My life is a huge mess right now... A mess I'VE made. I need to fix it. I need to get organized. I need to keep my head clear.
Right now I haven't decided on anything. I need some time off. Just dont wanna talk about this right now.


I'm just so sorry...